i dunno wat i wan.
im confuse..
tis arent good..
it happened b4..
n i ended up with nothing.
sighs-
nt even to remain as frens..
issit mi or issit them?..
okie i bet u people must be kinda interested with my love life rite..
hmm..shall start frm my very first crush..
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hurhur..
if im not wrong'..i hab my very first cursh when im in primary 4..
he's my tuition mate hu used to live in e same blk as mi..
aha-childhood lover'
at dat age innocent us still doesnt noe wat's love..
dere's mutal attraction bud we didn go any futhur..
i can still remember clearly dat deres tution twice every week..
we'll meet at e lift n walk to e centre together..
i'll sit with e gals n he sat with e boys..
we seldom tok..jus exchanging of glances..
we're always e last 2 to leave e centre..
its always 9.40pm..at dat tym dere isnt much people ard..
without fail we will complete hu walks e fastest,whose slippers made e most noise n of cos hu runs e fastest..
he's my very first crush..
it has been 6 years since i last saw him..
he moved to jurong..
6 freaking years without any news..i bet he has forgotten all abt mi.
sighs-`i always long to c him..
bud nv once did my wish come true..
during my upper primary life,i met my him..
his my biggest crush eva..
6 years!-woah..im darn proud of myself..
uhhuh'
he's not mr handsome..
bud he got e character..
his e guy dat hurted mi most..both physically n mentally..
i jus dunch noe y im so into him..
call mi dumb or watsoeva.i dun care..
im blinded by him.
[rekaerbtraehiomreverof]-
n hesforevermynumber1.
he showed mi wats reality..n taught mi alot.
i lyk it when he smile..he smile seem to ease all pain.
even if he smiled not becos of mi it brighten up my dullful dae..
as e sight of it makes my heart melts..
aft waiting amilessly for 6 years..
i met another guy..
my very first boyfren..
it was then i noe e different between love n like..
e memories we hab together will always b kept in my hrt..
bud to get bac together is impossible..
e break up msges r still deeply printed in my mind..
i could still recall how angry i was..
he almost ruined myfriendship with a close fren of mine..
its not fully his fault..im in a wrg too..
i was too agitated..
tym will nv wait..
on n off he asked for a patch bac..
even till now which has been a year odd..
hais`thuo ppl always say impossible is nothing.
bud tis tym its really beyond e possible.
during my o's..
i got into another relationship during last yrs prelim..
woah'-bud it doesn really affects mi..
i dun even considr dat as a relationship..bud he does..
is so lyk jus fren..
n then it ended with a slience break off..
we didn contact eachother..
dats so dumb..
e third one was really caring..
borin' too..he gave in too much to mi..
i dunch lyk it..
i dunno..i felt bad..
sighs'..
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getting abit emotional here..
sighs..i dunch noe..
jus let mi be..i'll be fine.
